The Half of It

by Skyler Foley

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1.
Chaser 02:56
I’m bittersweet, you wouldn’t know Sometimes the bitter is too much to take I’ll get therapy if I come back home And I’ll let you be the chaser if you like the taste I’ll get a Diet Coke and hope my hunger stops Cause my mind is screaming calories will kill me off And every day I’m proving myself wrong Just sit here next to me that’s all I really want And that night I was down And I tried to get drunk in the schoolyard playground And I didn’t feel a thing My mother said it’s not what good girls do You let him text you first let him make the moves But I’ve been evil since I looked at you I could be chaser if you want me to
2.
Who told you you could hang around And lift my heart off of the ground I'm pretty sure it's not allowed Who told you you could hang around? 'Cause you saw past my eyeshadow, saw through my concealer You tore up my heart with just a vegetable peeler And I don't know who I am What I want What I'm doing in two hours if you're just leading me on I don't know who I am What I'm going to do But I think I'd do it better with you I thought you'd think that I was crazy Just a bit too much for you But it seems for every quirk I have You've got another two I cannot dance You talk too loud Who told you you could hang around? But you saw past my eyeshadow, saw under my blush You're moving so slowly but you give me a rush I think you're messing with the air I think it's thinner when you're there Because my breathing starts to change Who told you you could play this game? 'Cause you saw past my eyeshadow saw through my concealer You tore up my heart with just a vegetable peeler
3.
The MIddle 03:46
I can't move, I can't struggle like I thought I could You moved on and got better like I knew you would But if anyone needs anyone, well I'm anyone I just don't want to sit here all alone Sunsets, vignettes, I'll get over it I guess I'm more caught up than I'd like to admit But I'm still thankful for the come and go Even if you rise as I stay below I live deep in the middle where no one goes And I can't hold on but I won't let go You'll find me in the middle if you wanted to But I'll stay out of the middle if I were you Car doors, hard floors, twisted kaleidoscope I made a game of judgement and a pact with hope So if anyone needs anyone, well I'm anyone I don't even want to know if I'm still in love I live deep in the middle where no one goes And I can't hold on but I won't let go You'll find me in the middle if you wanted to But I'll stay out of the middle if I were you My head is imploding, my judgement a mess And I don't want to hear it I don't want to hear I don't want the pain, I don't want to forget And I don't want to I don't want to I live deep in the middle where no one goes And I can't hold on but I won't let go You'll find me in the middle if you wanted to But I'll stay out of the middle, out of the middle if I were you
4.
Shoving an entire isle of toilet paper into my shopping cart Raiding the shelves taking every canned good at Wallmart Pushing everyone out of my way Clean up on isle four This is pandemic panic And I don't care If at-risk groups Have no food If I die, I'm taking everybody with me 'Cause there's no social distancing in hell And I don't know What I can do About the hole inside of me When I watch the news Except fill it up with gallons of Purell 'Cause this is pandemic panic Shoving wet wipes into every pocket Pouring hand sanitizer directly into my eye socket And smiling through the pain This is nuclear war This is pandemic panic And I don't care If at-risk groups Have no food If I die, I'm taking everybody with me 'Cause there's no social distancing in hell And I don't know What I can do About the hole inside of me When I watch the news Except fill it up with gallons of Purell 'Cause this is pandemic panic What happened to sanity What happened to plans How do I make peace with this If I can't even shake its hand And I don't care If at-risk groups Have no food If I die, I'm taking everybody with me 'Cause there's no social distancing in hell And I don't know What I can do About the hole inside of me When I watch the news Except fill it up with gallons of Purell 'Cause this is pandemic panic
5.
Hey Girl 02:39
Hey girl I know he left you there alone And you didn’t look both ways When you walked yourself back home Hey girl Don’t you call him on the phone Realize he’s left you nothing And then leave him on his own Hey girl Sure there’s nothing in your chest Humming something to yourself And you can improvise the rest Hey girl Diamonds running in your tears You can meet me in the morning When the rules are crystal clear He’s a dashing dancer And his methods are a cancer Don’t you try to solve his problems He ain’t looking for an answer If you really care about him And for some reason you do Then get him to a therapist needs her more than you Oh my dear Virginia He don’t love you for your words You’re a lovely little flower And your something that he’s earned Hey girl Let’s be real don’t play pretend If you cry over a republican We’ll never speak again He’s a dashing dancer And his methods are a cancer Don’t you try to solve his problems He ain’t looking for an answer If you really care about him And for some reason you do Then get him to a therapist needs her more than you Hey girl Don't you treat this as a loss Right now he's vaping in a bathroom So you're probably better off (Assorted samples of Christian Ryder and his friends being absolute madmen) He’s a dashing dancer And his methods are a cancer Don’t you try to solve his problems He ain’t looking for an answer If you really care about him And for some reason you do Then get him to a therapist needs her more than you Hey girl Don’t you treat this as a loss Right now he’s vaping in a bathroom So you’re probably better off
6.
I know that I'm a mess and you can tell And there's a million different things that I will do, but won't do well I know my hands are rugged and not delicate to the touch You say I apologize too much You don't know the half of it There's things I'd never let you in on They're not my secrets to tell When you ask if I'm ok Inside a part of me breaks I don't think you'd take the truth well I don't think you'd take the truth well Do you think you'd ever change your mind? I know you're the damaged, try-to-fix-me, type of guy I don't think I'd be that helpful if I tried But you push me away and don't say why But then I don't know the half of it There's things you'd never let me in on They're not your secrets to tell When you ask if I'm ok Inside a part of me breaks I don't think you'd take the truth well I don't think you'd take the truth well My ghosts never leave my side Sometimes I swear you see them in my smile You were never all that kind But you were kind of intimidating I mistook the nervous waiting for something else And you can tell, and you can tell That you're still on my mind I won't apologize this time You don't know the half of it There's things I'd never let you in on They're not my secrets to tell When you ask if I'm ok Inside a part of me breaks I don't think you'd take the truth well I don't think you'd take the truth well

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released August 13, 2021

Mixed by Christian Ryder
Mastered by Jennifer Watson
Art by Julie Dinh

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Skyler Foley Virginia

Skyler Foley is a Northern Virginia based singer-songwriter. She is also sooooo funny and can beat anyone at skee ball and at Livin La Vida Loca on Just Dance 4 (even you danny) AND she makes a MEAN carrot cake.

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